That is what my tea told me today.
Nothing more has changed, and my inability to make a decision still stands. I need to research doctors, procedures, and hospitals before I can make any rational decision. I am a woman of research, however the daunting task that lies ahead of me has been slamming me to a halt; face smashed up against a brick wall.
I went to yoga last night and tried to not think about everything, but it is extremely hard. I need to meditate, properly, just to clear my mind.
I had a deep desire to purge this weekend and cleaned out the closet, cleared off my shelves above my desk and started over. I think this is just a metaphor for my life. I need to clean out everything, and put it back together in it’s proper place. I love everything I have in my life, I just feel like it’s all disheveled.
That is it for now, I suppose. I am just in thinking mode, and not yet to the “doing” part of this whole process. With the holidays coming up, I have a lot on my mind, but I am keeping at it, and I know that everything will settle down here soon.